Hey there! Welcome to firebonesblog. This evening, it’s just bants. This one is an extract from my ‘notes’ which I wrote a while back. If you follow it through, you can feel the frustration sitting comfortably at the beginning: then it’s as if towards the end, I remind myself to snap out of it! Being an adult can be hard and pose as a trick- so how does it work anyway?
I just want things to be better.
Sometimes I just can’t take whatever is happening.
I mean, I’m down to be an adult and all…
But damnnn that shit is stressful AF
I don’t be smiling genuinely no more,
I just give the smile of hope
Always lost in thoughts;
I miss that innocent vibe I used to have going on.
It’s still there but, it’s going yunno.
I don’t want it to be that way.
I want to live my best life, despite whatever.
Not shit stressing me out all the time. Thinking about the future or whatever. Like.
I just need to keep my positivity coming—
Better days ahead.
I know how many people look up to me. I can’t afford to be weak.
I’m my best motivator. I’m not giving up. Never will. Today is not Tomorrow.
9th November, 2018.